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.Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ' 4:14 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

I'm at my aunt's house now.. Father side de..
Supposed to go down to KL today. But change of plan, tml then go. Everything here had been settled. Glad that everything's over. I wanna go back to singapore ASAP!!! Don't feel like staying here. Mum keep on nagging on every little thing. Unhappy about every little thing we do.
Tralalalala~~

Looking forward to service!! Looking forward to countdown! Looking forward to alvin & the chipmunks with xjun!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAH~~
I'm bored bored bored bored bored!!!



.Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ' 7:53 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Back from orchard... Spend nice time with jess((:
Spend quite a lot of money too lah. LOL. But its all on food! HEEEEE ((: Saw dexter and his friend at far east. Haha. So qiao..
Walked around, chit chat and stuff. Accompany jess to go buy her christmas prex.. I saw what i wanna buy already! Shall go buy before going for cell. See whether teeli wanna accompany me a not, if not i go myself.
SIGH~~
I'm still not over the fact that i can't go to christmas party!!!!!
SOBBBBBBBBS!



. ' 12:12 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

I'm saD sAD SAD!!!!
Woke up at 10+ and on my phone. Saw melmummy's sms and tears started to flow.. Lying on the bed and letting the tears flow about like 15 to 20mins. Really saddening lah.
Sigh. I wanna go to the party!!! )))))': I really cant understand why my mum wanna go over to jb damn freaking early lah. Can't she just do her pedi and mani next time ? Go over so early just to do that. Did she ever think that the rest of us will get bored ? The train is at 11.30pm can!! And she wanted to go over so early like 5 or 6pm ? I'm like what the hell.. Confirm we be going later than that lor. Don't know whether is she purposely one a not man. Probably just because i say got christmas party and she say the timing earlier.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~
I DON'T KNOW LAH!!!!!
I WANNA GO TO THE PARTYYYYYYYY )))))):
Typing this almost in tears.... Eyes watery... SOBBBBZ!!! ))':

Meeting jess later... Going to bathe soon before i go out.... SOBBBBBBB!
Mood not very good now anyway.. Mum just called and tell me to quit my job again. I'm like why again. Said twice already. Today is the third time. I know i come home late lah. But hello, this job is like that de what... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~
I shall wait for michelle to try out the job first... Then i decided whether to quit or not. This decision will go to year 2008 as i'm not working next week. HAIIIIIIIX.

God please help me!!!!! ))):



. ' 1:34 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Hello people!
MUAHAHAH! Came here and blog again at this timing. Hees. Just bathed finish as i just came back from work. Today's work not bad. I like today's work. HEE((: 4 course meal as it is a christmas dinner for SIA! I was surprised that SIA got a lot of ang mohs too. HAHAHHAHA. But still, i'm tired.

Tralallalala~
Tml will be going out with jessica jie(((: So long never see her already. Hahaha. Later when i sleep confirm sleep for at least 9 hours. Hahahha. Kk lah. Gotta go bed liaoz.

SARAH IS COMING BACK! WHEEEEEEE~~



.Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ' 1:47 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Today was my first day of work at mandarin oriental hotel. Oh my goodness! Its very tough can. Even tougher than working in CMR.. Oh my. The tray is also heavier. My left hands/arms are aching. Damn freaking pain can. Oh my !! But thank God that he gave me the strength to overcome anything. If not i will break down to tears anytime.

Do the wrong thing many times and kena scolded by JX many times.. Like 4 times ?? Damn scary can. But it's a good experience actually. Thanks Yi qian, James and Poh cheng who helped me out and some others for clearing. Thankyou guys! Although you all can't see it, but really really i wanna say a big thankyou! Jx too lah.

Tml gonna work again. Hopefully not stressful bahs. Pray that God will give me more strength to carry the food and everything! Goodnight peeps. Need to wake up early and do stuff tml. Tata~ Have a blessed day. (:



.Saturday, December 15, 2007 ' 2:24 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Mum's talking to her friend over the phone. Long distance call. I overheard some part of convo. What she tells her friend, made me think that... Why do i have a mother like this ? Part of her is so selfish. She called my aunt some nan ting de name lah. I know she don't like my aunt lah. But no need keep on complaining right. As we are all going back to malaysia, my mum purposely tell her other friend loudly over the phone that we are going to stay at her friend's house to let my aunt hear it.

Piang. No need so fake lo. Just tell my aunt that we're not gonna stay at her house lah. So easy. My aunt won't scold or whatever what. No need use this kind of trick purposely lor. What's the problem man. She always talking bad about my aunt in front of her friends behind my aunt's back. Is this a right way to set an example for us ? I don't think so right.

I DON'T KNOW WHYYYYYYYYY!!!!! ARGHHHHH~~ I have a bit moodswing now.

Went to melmummy's house yesterday! So happy! Hee((:
Met melmummy at around 230pm for late lunch. While on the way to her house, i was feeling gloomy, feeling upset for don't know what reason. After that, i'm fine already! Went back to melmummy's house after lunch. Played wii!!!! It's damn nice and fun!! Hahhahahaha.. Teeli, stephanie and esther all late and they can't get to play. MUAHAHHAHHAHAH! After that had worship and word. Nice nice. Continue playing wii after that but esther gotta go and fetch her aunt at the airport. Played till around 6pm and leave. Made my way down to orchard to meet my mum and sis for dinner at fish&co. Actually wanted to eat at wheelock place but there were too many people. So made our way down to novena and eat. Was damn full. Muahhaa. Went home after that lo.
BOREDDD~~

I WANNA GO KTV!!!!~



.Friday, December 14, 2007 ' 2:54 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Man. I feel so uncomfortable.......
See the time that im blogging now. its 2.54AM!!!! I just stepped out from toilet not long after i vomitted. Guess im going back in there in a while. Don't know what's wrong with my stomach. ITS TORTURING!!! No need to sleep le lahhhhhhh~

Just now while lying on the bed sleeping, my stomach is like having a war with my gastric. Worst of all, i can like imagine what's going on inside like so real and im wide awake lah!!!
Oh God!! Take away all my pain and torturing moments now!! I don't wish to vomit 2nd time..... Sobzzzz ))):
Sure later during cell will have no jing shen... Oh my.... 2.58am... Shall i go back to bed or toilet ??!?!??! ):



.Wednesday, December 12, 2007 ' 10:57 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Rainy day today again. Haha. Woke up at 11am. Damn slacked at home but its kinda good too lah. Cuz i don't feel like going out as i have my stuff. WAHAHHAHAHA. Went to NTUC to get my mayonaise to make my egg mayo for lunch.

Played a bit of com, watched a bit of tv with naggings starting in the evening. Sianns. Played badminton with jack korkor. Whaaa. He damn cheat lah. I stand far, he hit near. I stand near, he hit far. Made me run here and there. Legs become wobbly liao. Jelly jelly de. Lucky now better a bit. Hees.

I wanna watch enchanted !! Hopefully me off either on tues or wed or dun work so long hours. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA~ Now each day waiting for jessin to call to tell me my schedule. WALALALALALALLAL~



.Sunday, December 09, 2007 ' 8:59 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Had been feeling emo these few days. Sigh.
When i have these feelings, somehow i remembered what xjun told me. Leave everything to God.
Yes, i must leave everything to God and don't let myself to feel emo. There's nothing i can do about whatever happen. Only God can change everything.

Went to melmummy's house on friday evening. Had a big feast of pizzas and chicken wings for dinner. ((: Watched the movie, Facing The Giants after dinner. It's teaches some christianity stuff. With God, nothing is impossible. Leave everything to Him and trust Him. Have faith and believe. No matter what happen, Praise God. ((:

Shall go watch my show liaos. Sayonara peeps. Waiting for sarah to sms me too !!!



.Thursday, December 06, 2007 ' 10:49 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

I'm so freaking pissed off.
It seems like you don't care about my work. They given us the list for the appearance or outlook of what we must have and not. I just want a pair of court shoes nd you don't allow and give me your pair which i totally don't like lah.
You always keep on saying haven work must spend money already. I mean like what's the problem with that ? I just want to let people have a good impression what. So what we are part timers ?
Ah whatever. I just feel like crying now. Don't know why suddenly become so emo. I want my darling to be back!! SOBBBBB!!! )): Nobody's talking to me now lor.. Haiiiz.



.Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ' 1:22 AM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

PTL! Hee. Managed to find a job already! Thankyou Daddy!
Muahhahaa. Will be working at oriental hotel soon((: Waiting for the training date to come. Hopefully the training will be next wk lor! I wanna start wrk before i go malaysia!!

Lalalala~ Played maple. Muahahha. Level 11 liaos. TEEHEE ((:
Kk. Gotta go bed liao. Tired...
FASTER FRIDAY!! So that i can see melmummy!!! ((:



.Monday, December 03, 2007 ' 9:01 PM Y
i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Hello peeps! I'm back. Muahhahah. Miss me ? Keke. I miss a lot of people !! Eg: melmummy, audris, xjun, yvonne, huimin, etc... A LOT!!! Hehe. I miss SARAHHHHHHHH that dummy sotong. I come back, she go. Haiiz.

To ????: Who the freaking hell are you ? Anyway, fyi, i'm changing skin soon so u just shutup if u don't want to tell me who are you. That will be great(:

Don't wish to blog so long so i just cut it short like summary. Went to japan on 22nov till yesterday night. Reached airport today morning at 12.25am. Was not feeling well during the journey back to singapore, almost vomitted. Not sure why. Oh wells.
Went to hokkaido, tokyo and hongkong. Some parts of hokkaido were snowing especially the mountain side. The 2nd day of my stay at the mountain side was snowing the whole day and i can't go out cuz of the strong wind plus snow made me can't open my eyes. Hahah. Hokkaido was cold.... Hahha. Tokyo was much better, not really that cold. Wear only like 2 to 3 layers of clothing. Not bad. Hongkong was freaking hot hot hot !! Although it's winter time now lah ! So funny. There was no wind most of the time and it was not cold. I almost perspire when i walked !
Overall, the trip was okay lah. Not my first time to japan and hongkong so yeah. Somemore sometimes have some unhappiness conflicts with my mother till i fed up and get irritated. But well, God has blessed us this trip so it was quite okay. There were not much photographs taken as the stupid card don't know what happen, so can't take a lot of photos.

Today went to have lunch at Central with my sister, cousin and aunt. After that walked around Central then headed to tee's house to slack and then went to yap's house to watch music videos and had small little chat. Her mother was so friendly and nice. ((: She still encouraged us to meet up often. Unlike my mother, when i say i meet up with my friends, she give me a face that i don't like to see. Saw noel at the bus stop and chat with him while waiting for bus. Hopefully those who took N level this year may promote to sec5!! (:

Gonna start playing maple soon. MUAHAHHAHAHA. =p
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MEL, XJUN and YVONNE TO COME BACK!!!!








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